It has been 4 years without you, Jenya...  / Sasha, Anton &. Teddy (family)
Dear Jenya, it has been 4 years!!! 4 years without you... i am looking for words...but there are no words... WE MISS YOU!!! WE MISS YOU a lot!!! I look at our family, and it is a good family, strong family, loving family... but it is just not whole...it could have been so much more with you around!!! I know you are in a better place, but here you are really missed. So many things happened during those 4 years, and thinking that you could of been with us to share them, makes it really hard...

Jenya, we love you!!! We miss you!!! And we'll always WILL!!!
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On the 4th Anniversary in Heaven  / Family & Friends

On this date, 4 years ago, our lives’ve changed forever.

Jenya, you’ re so greatly missed by all. We love you & miss you very much!

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FOUR YEARS WITHOUT YOU, JENYA  / Mom

In my dreams you are always there, smiling, happy & laughing - my heart is healed. When I wake up, I feel the pain of knowing we lost you....

On this date, 4 years ago, my life's changed forever.

I LOVE AND MISS YOU TREMENDOUSLY, JENYA!

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Happy 2012 New Year in Heaven from Mom  / Mom

Dear Jenya,

Happy New Year 2012!!!

This New Year's Day, will it be different?
Will my first thought upon awakening be,
Oh God, my son Jenya died three years from now.
Not a few months ago, not this year or even last year,
but three years from now?
And he will never live in this year.

Those words that we use
to describe the passage of time, 
A few months, this year,
last year, the year before last, three years from now.

People don't know that time stands still for me.

Will they understand that's why I cry?

Don't they know my son Jenya just died...
...over three years ago?

 

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thinking of you  / Ira N. (friend)
Dear Jenya I visit here and look at pictures but I haven't written in a long time. I remember your birthday always augustus 12. I remember you. Remember those weekend evenings we used to hang out those parties and outings of our high school days. The more time passes since then the more precious these memories become. I can't believe it's been three years. You were such a good friend and such a good person. As I go through life meeting many people changing cities - I have not met a better friend. The more I live the more I realize how much we've lost with your passing. I keep warm memories of you in my heart and wish so much you could be here to light up our lives as you did before. I do feel your loss always. Ira. Close

30th Birthday  / Michael Leung (Friend)
Hi Evgeny Another year has gone by in some ways a lot has changed for me in the past year. While I thoroughly enjoy my new experience and challenges I also found myself remembering the past more often than I anticipate (in a good way of course). Coming back to Vancouver this time brings back numerous memorable moments. My memories of you have not faded a bit. I still remember our many conversations at the gym or the time when Tom and I helped you moved into the apartment. That damn couch !! :-) Evgeny I am turning 30 this year too. I wish we can get together sit down and celebrate over a few pints. I know this is impossible but what I want you to know is that you are not forgotten. Since we can't do this in person I shall propose a toast to you here on your birthday. Happy 30th ! Cheers to you my friend. Peace be with you and your family. Cheers Michael Close

Jenya, Happy 30th...  / Olga R. (step sister )
Hi Jenya - Happy 30th! ...Today I wondered how would you celebrate it what would your life be like now we would probably be very proud of you you've always accomplished so much! We miss you very much.... Close

Your Birthday...  / Sasha R. (step sister )

Dear Jenya today you are turning 30... 
We miss you!!! We miss you a lot!!!

It is hard!!! What do I say? What is appropriate to say... Do we celebrate?! Or not?!

But I do not want to think about what is appropriate!!! I just want to say what I feel!!! Every time I pray I think of you... I think a lot about your world now... I wonder what it is like and what is the purpose of this life on earth?! How much and how often do our worlds connect? I know you cannot answer me or can you??? I feel that you play a big role in my life and in life of my son... He started walking already at 10.5 month... I know you started walking early too... is it a coincidence? You mom says that she feels you when she looks at Teddy! They are so great together! They both look so happy when they play... and it is so nice to see her smiling...REALLY SMILING!!! Jenya I hope you can see us from above I HOPE YOU can take some of your mom’s pain away but being a mother now myself I know it is impossible!!! You left us so suddenly... and there could be so much more to our lives if you would be HERE WITH US!!!

 
Anyway it is YOUR Birthday today... you were born on this day 30 years ago!!! You did exist and I know that your mom will think through this day again today the way it was 30 years ago. And she will think through all those years!!! You lived and you brought happiness to many of us... So we will celebrate!!! And we will celebrate this day for as long as we can!!! And Teddy will know this day and our nephews and nieces will know this day and they will know YOU!!! We love you ALWAYS and FOREVER!!! You will ALWAYS BE ALIVE in our hearts!!! WE WILL CELEBRATE YOU because you were here and because YOU still are always with us...ALIVE!!!!

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HAPPY 30 th BIRTHDAY FROM FAMILY AND FRIENDS  / Family And Friends

Dear Jenya,

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On Your 30th Birthday in Heaven  / Mom

Your unexpected death has torn my world apart, and after 3 years the pain in my heart, soul and mind feels unbearable at times, Jenya.

You were everything I ever wanted. Now that you're gone my world and happiness're gone with you. Your future was my future, and I feel so alone without you. Never will I look forward to seeing you with a wife and children.

I will always be thankful for every moment of time that I shared with you, Jenya. I will never forget you and you will always be alive in my heart.

Happy 30th birthday in Heaven Jenya!

    

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Tribute to My Son Jenya: Three Years in Heaven  / Mom

MEMORIES ARE LOCKED IN MY HEART.

EACH AND EVERY MEMORY I HAVE IS LOCKED INSIDE OF MY HEART
WHY DO WE HAVE TO BE IN TWO WORLDS SO FAR APART
IF ONLY WE COULD HAVE THE CHANCE TO GO BACK IN TIME
I KNOW I WOULD BE HOLDING YOU IN THESE EMPTY ARMS OF MINE

EACH MEMORY YOU LEFT BEHIND IS FOR ME TO KEEP
I REPLAY THEM ALL IN MY MIND WHILE YOU REST IN ETERNAL SLEEP
ONE THING THAT NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE AWAY
ARE THE MEMORIES I KEEP OF YOU EVERYDAY

EACH MOMENT WE SHARED WAS SO WORTHWHILE
I THINK BACK AND I TRY SO HARD TO SMILE
YOU WILL ONLY EVER BE JUST A HEARTBEAT AWAY
I WILL TREASURE MY MEMORIES UNTIL I JOIN YOU ONE DAY...

 

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3 years without you, but with you ALWAYS!!!  / Sasha (step sister )

Dear Jenya
I am sitting here and it is so hard to put everything I want to say on paper... It has been 3 years since you left us. On one hand today marks 3 years of your new eternal life but on another hand it is so hard not to think what if it would not happened what if you were still here with us... Many say that we should never go too deep into "what if..." question that we should be taking with grace everything that god gives us! Many say that we who stay here are being selfish by trying to bring you back that we should understand that you are in a better place now freed of pain and other earthy burdens...
It has been 3 years without you but WITH you!!! Being so close with your mom makes you so much closer to me!!! I know you are with us especially during hard and painful moments. So many things happened this year... I am praying every day which I never did before! I started believing in miracles because I have experienced them in my own life!!! I started believing in the strength and help of the world that we do not know but that coexists with ours!!! Jenya I want to thank you for everything that you do for us! For you help!!! For you guidance!!! For your protection!!!
Your mom is always with us! You should see her with Teddy:) and I am sure you do see her and may be you are with us every time on Fridays when they come to visit:)
Sorry for the sad note... I have very mixed feelings right now which are hard to explain...
Just be with us today!!! We miss you!!! We love you!!! You’ll be always in our hearts you’ll be always known and remembered!!!

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Happy 3rd Anniversary in Heaven  / Sergey &. Marina (Family)

Happy 3rd anniversary in heaven dear Jenya.

We love you and miss you so much and wait for the day when we will see you again.

"A butterfly lights beside us like a sunbeam
And for a brief moment its glory and beauty belong to our world
But then it flies again
And though we wish it could have stayed...
We feel lucky to have seen it."

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THANK YOU our dearest JENYA!!!  / Sasha, Anton &. Teddy (family)

Dear Jenya

Today is February 9, 2011 - a very important day for me! I am healed!!! It has been such a long time and I know you have heard all my prayers to you! THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!! I believe in miracles now always and forever:) Thank everyone else who was helping us!!! Thank GOD!

We love you we miss you!!! You are our MIRACLE!!!

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Happy New Year 2011 from your family  / Family

Jenya, we know it's been 2.5 years but it still doesn't seem real. Jenya we miss you.  We just hope that you are better where you are, and hope that your pain is gone. You are in our prayers.

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Happy New Year Eve 2011 in Heaven, Jenya  / Mom

Dear Jenya,

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Happpy 29th Birthday, Dear Jenya  / Family And Friends

 

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Happy 29th!!! WE LOVE YOU & MISS YOU A LOT!!!  / Sasha &. Anton (family)

Our dearest Jenya it is your 29th Birthday... 3rd Birthday you are celebrating in heaven... away from us...

Time passes by so quickly winters go by...holidays go by... and it seems like a lot has happened since you left us but we always think about you... always remember you... and of course there is always that "what if..."

You are soon to be an uncle:) even though it is probably not news for you:) and you are probably the only one who already knows if it is a boy or a girl:)...

We will tell our child about his uncle Jenya! And we know you will always be near... watching over!!!

We love you!!! We MISS you!!! And we will be sending our love and our gift to the skies today!!!

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happy birthday!  / Theresa Woo (friend / coworker )
happy birthday Evgeny! I wish you all the love in the world on your special day. :) Close

My best wishes on your birthday.  / David I. (Close Friend )

Dear Jenya

It's another birth year that has sailed away and as you can see everyone here still thinks deeply about you and how important you were as an acquaintance a friend and a significant member of your great loving family. While there is much that we would like to understand and share with you it's not the same when you're not here with us in person.

I still remember the (most recent) great times that were had while we were frolicking around downtown Van in a controlled (but semi-drunk state) during my New Years visit in early 08. It was nice to feel so young and have you Jenya - a big strong enthusiastic supporter rallying nearby. I can still see the joy in your smiles and the hear the vivid laugher. It's such a shame that this joy and laughter had to end so abruptly and morph into so many streams of tears. I really wish I could have done something to turn back the hands of time and help prevent our loss from being just that - our loss.

It's a bit tricky - to choose between celebrating your birthday and mourning our loss so I'll do both: Jenya I send you best my best wishes for a happy and peace-filled birthday - baruch hashem.

- David I.

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